Words can't describe how I feel
But the pain I know is so real
Flipping quickly from black to white
Nothing I seem to do is right

Why?
Must I stand in the ruin
When?
Will I lose the pain
How?
Will I cope with it
What?
Am I gonna do
With this shit!?

I'm slowly fading out
I hear them start to shout
Their fucking insults and slurs
I wish they would burn

Why?
Must I stand in the ruin
When?
Will I lose the pain
How?
Will I cope with it
What?
Am I gonna do
With this shit!?

Why is life so cruel to me
I want to watch them lay and bleed
Everyone hears the bang
And I've gone... insane

Why?
Must I stand in the ruin
When?
Will I lose the pain
How?
Will I cope with it
What?
Am I gonna do
With this shit!?